"join my soccer team. or play netball. we already had this conversation. wait…brainwave. beaver hunting. yes. thats your sport man, deffo."
haha. honestly i hate netball and i do not belong in your soccer team. and i will find something. something where i do not have to rely on other people.
there is a nice gym in cardiff. they taught me how to swim when i was tiny. its quiet there, i used to sit round while they taught my sister to swim a few years ago. and i know for sure i will not know anyone, which is an amazing bonus. new people are wonderful. i need this escape. unless that cute trainer still works there, but he left and went to uni. i think i might start going there again, maybe take up boxing. i like the sound of that. but i will do this myself.